I WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE

For me, life is no more a pleasant expedition,

It’s a blazing and writhe in the fire of isolation.

It is not just a sad tour in the time’s hopeless patches,

Rather, it is an empty wandering among the endless wilderness.

I had gulped this nectar of love on my own,

Why to blame you, if it turned poison in your desertion?

I initiated this journey through the heaven of devotion,

Why to curse you, if it turned a crawling through the hell in our separation?

I know, living without you or imagination of a life away from thee,

Is an absurd, unscrupulous and sinful act for a true adorer as me.

I do not wish to live anymore; but I too am not an escapist or a coward,

Nor I do have any right to terminate this glorious gift of god.

Imposition of a forceful exit on oneself is a crime against God and His proposals,

I am not that man to do blasphemy in any situation by insulting His wills.

I will not let god feel ashamed of bringing me to this earth,

Rather I will accept His blessings, my sufferings and prove my worth.

Be it a walk through the hell of solitude or swallow of the poison of torment,

I will deliver positives to you and absorb the negatives in the black-hole my heart.

I take an oath, to keep this lamp of love in my heart burning in every situation.

As I have enough courage, strong will power to walk on this track all alone.

I will continue to live and love you; call me a crazy lover,

                              Glorify the divinity of love and you my sweetheart; as your worshiper.