Up to you

You have decided to stay away from me,
without any reason,
I have decided to stay within Him,
for every reason.

You never understand that great reason
for which I need your cooperation,
for which I wish your companionship.

If any day you would understand that,
you would feel the importance of your role,
in that good mission, I still trust,
you would be back with me,
I would  be getting your helping hand,
generous nature and wise guidance.

Only one thought comes to my mind,
how I can drive alone in my mission,
how can I hold on to my devotion
until you are away from me.