YOU WITHDRAW

Make me understand how you succeed,
To withdraw yourself after loving me ?
May be you had just said "I love you" casually,
But never knew the real meaning of the term love,
And its value, ethics and the glory it bears from ages.
May be for you love meant to gain something,
Physical and material calculations,
Without seeing the probabilities of such gains you left,
But for me its a divine gift,a soul food,
Which is all about giving without expectations.
Hence it will be in my heart for you,
With or without your presence in my life.
Now let me know the art of hurting,
Someone you once said to have loved,
Shown a sweet dream of going together,
Till the end of life and never,
Be away from him ever.
Does love rely on whims,
May be yours does, but not mine,
That which I have once committed,
Will never be able to omit,
I being a human being.
I believe in God and will have to reply Him,
Of what I have done here as He sent me to earth,
But you be assured,I will not complain Him of you
As in all circumstances I will continue to love you.

ANSWER ME

Do not ask me,my heaven,
What happen to me after you,
You know well where I was when you go away,
I am still standing there waiting for you,
And will be waiting ever for you

To get answers to the  questions raised in my mind,
Because you have not given a reason,
An allegation or at least an excuse,
When you left me out that vicious morning.
Night after day,again night then day,
The cycle will go on and on,
Months will change,seasons will change,
Calendars will be changed,
The features of earth may change.
New system will take place of the old one,
Your hair will turn white,
You will walk holding stick,
You might not recognize people with,naked eyes,
Still if any day out of curiosity or unknowingly,
You come my way you will see,
Me or my tomb standing and waiting for you,
With the same old questions in my old eyes or on  my tombstone
Like the old banyan tree on my village squire stands
Withstanding all storms blown over it,
Winning each battle with its will power  to survive,
 I will win my battles against the time,
I know with the power of my love for you,
Will stand still or in the shape of tombstone,
Bearing the same density of love for you in my heart as I have today.
And you will not have tears anymore in your eyes,
To shed for your silly blunders near me or over my tomb,
The way you lack them while leaving me alone and ditching me in love.

PRAY FOR ME

I am now facing my inevitable rainy days,
It seems at times I loose somewhere my ways.
My friends you need to do me a favour,

Help me to get out of this temporary suffer.
From of this huge financial struggle,
Give me your hand to overcome this trouble.
Money never makes a strong relation,
One who thinks it makes, is in a wrong notion.
May it create temporary friendship and short lasting smiles,
But takes friends away from each other mentally miles.
It begins with disbelieve,distrust and reaches hatred at end,
All of those symbols of enmity and not of friends.
It rather breaks already established relations,
Due to understanding lapse and unfulfilled expectations.
I do not demand any thing material from you for me,
As I do not wish to break away any day from thee.
I desire from you no monetary but only psychological aid,
By praying with me before the Almighty Lord God.
Comfort and difficulty all part of His game,
Destined for me as per my past deeds I must face them.
An encouragement and a prayer from you for me I desire,
To successfully overcome with ease out of His test fire.

TOUGH TIME

I am, my friends in deep trouble,
Tough time of life,it seems unsailable.
Financial though but a mountain to cross,
In very little time a big target to touch.
Break-in sleep disturbs me suddenly at night,
Tension and anxiety interrupting  my sight.
Loosing patience and self-confidence a little bit
But confidence on God holds me high on it.
You people are my good friends and great,
So many in number,Will you help me out of it ?
My demand will you wish to meet ?
Its too easy but too great from you I expect.
No no no, do not misunderstand me,

I do not wish financial bothering for thee.
I have never begged from any one any day,
God would never I believe, lay me on that way.
All that I wish you pray honestly for me,
With all your heart out for His mercy
Whenever I relied,I was paid for relying on Him
This day I depend as usual so much to achieve my aim.
Each time  I trusted, I prayed  I was graced.
So vast is His heart that I always stay blessed.
Pray Him for me to show me the right way,
To come out victorious in this difficult day.

I TRUST YOU GOD

Why should I be worried about them,
Though tons of problems burdened me,
These days, my ill-health,job efforts of my son,
Collage fees of my daughter, vacation rush in the trains etc.,etc.
It seems as if  they are never ending issues,
Just changing their names and qualities with time.
Problems need no worry,no tension only attention.
This or that, now or then, they came and will continue to come,
As long as life, so long as problems,struggles,
And none can deny or stop them from coming. 
They must be faced gallantly and be shorted out,
As and when they come with patience,sincere and planed  efforts.
For my duties are in my hands and not the results,
God will dispose them for me, good or bad,
Depending on my worth, on my deeds, on my love for Him,
I trust on Him and His love for me
His caring of my life and my bearings.
I pray Him for His grace, plead for His mercy,
I thank Him for His gifts,and accept gladly His denials.

THE MOTHER EARTH

We owe you Mother Earth,
These greeneries, flowers, fruits, vegetables,
Water, air,rivers,oceans
Hills,valleys, plains all of them.
In your stomach you created,piled,
Natural resources,biodiversity 
For our developments, growth,
To Make our days easier,comfortable.

Now on this day, the Mother Day,
We salute you and  your silent  love,
Unbiased, unconditional,without expectations,
For us every living being.
I with warm regards  for you wish,
Peace, cleanliness,care of nature,
Soil conservation,wildlife preservation
Pollution free atmosphere; as an assurance
From all of my fellow brainy beings.

THANKS TO GOD AND YOU.

I did not know that,
You would one day,
Enlighten my life,
Lighten my heart,
Sooth my soul.

On being with you,
I have no goal to chase,
No wish to fulfil,
No hunger to to meet.
Now I am in eternal peace,
Divine satisfaction,
Perfect achievement of manhood.
I would like to thank,
God for creating you,
Sending you to my rescue,
Filling a lot of love,
For me in your heart.
Thankful to you also,
For being so kind to me,
Realising my worth,
Valuing my virtues,
Taking so much pain for me,
And fetching a lots of pleasure,
To me in return.

FOR ME ONLY

जीने में क्या रखा है,  इस ख़राब जहाँ में
जन्नत का ख्वाब लिए चलो एक बार मर के  देखते हें।

There is nothing in life, in this bad earth
My dream of Heaven will be fulfilled in my death.

दिल्लगी(FUN)

 कोई इतना दीवाना होगा ,
                इसका आपको अंदाजा न था ।
आपने तो बस एक दिल्लगी की थी
                पर हम तो दिल की लगी कर बैठे ।

You could not  have imagined,
                    That I would be so crazy after you,
You had just came to me for fun,
                              But I fell in love with you.

मैं क्या करूँ (गज़ल)

अ  जी  सरकार फरमाइए
                    पेश-ए-खिदमत क्या करूं , 
दिल जिगर या आपके 
                     हुजूर मैं हाजिर जां  करूँ ।

बाकी नहीं है कुछ जानिब में 
                      जनाब को सुपुर्द क्या करूँ,
इजाजत गर मिलती है तो,
                        खुद को सुपुर्द आप करूँ ।
ज़माने भर का डर जेहन में  
                      जम जाता है मैं   क्या करूँ ,
जरा सी बात पर जल जाता है जिगर
                        आप ही कहो मैं  क्या करूँ ।
जेहन में जनाब के ख्याल के सिवाय 
                  कुछ भी नहीं आता है मैं क्या करूँ ,
जहर बन जिस्म-ओ-जान,
                        जलाती है जुदाई मैं क्या करूँ ।    

NO HARM TO YOU

In love you made me cry,
But my cheeks soaked the tears dry,
So that they would not curse your future,
After all I have loved you.

तुमने  तो हमें रुला ही दिआ था,
                     मगर हम अपने अश्क  पी गए,
कहीँ ये तुम पर असर न कर जाए,
                     आखीर हमने मुहबत जो किआ है।  

SHE IS SO CLOSE(वो बहुत पास है)

उनको एहसास  है की वो हमसे बहुत  दूर है ,
मगर हमें यकीन है की हम उनके बहुत  पास है । 

She feels that she is far away from me,
I am sure about it that she is very close to me.

YOU BE HAPPY EVER(खुश रहे तू सदा )

I swam continuously in the ocean of my tears,
Neither I saw the shore nor your boat to save me.
When I got destroyed  in your love,
You remained assured and unaware of it.
How could you knew, you had already broken the relation,
Taking away all the happiness,you had left only sorrow for me.
I pray to God you remain ignorant of my tragic end,
And your life be unaffected from the curse of my tears.

मैं  तैरता चला गया, अपने आँसुओं के समन्दर में,
न किनारा  दिखा और न तुम्हारी कस्ती। 
जब हम फ़ना होगए तुम्हारे  प्यार में ,                       
तुम्हे  इत्मीनान रहे और खबर  भी न लगी।
पता भी कैसे चलता तुमने तो सारे सम्बन्ध तोड़ दिए  थे,
खुसीओं को अपने दामन में समेटे हुए,हमें ग़मों की साहरे छोड़ दिए थे।
डूबते का आपको दुआ आप हमारी  बर्बादी से यूँही  बेखबर रहे ,
आपकी खुशीओं का संसार हमारे आह  से बेअसर रहे। 

      

THE FOUNTAIN OF LOVE

A lot of them hit with their spade,
To the rock solid surface of my heart,
Lightly and half heartedly,,
Failed and returned back ,
Unsuccessfully to get to the source,
Of water of love reserved in it.
I watched them cautiously,
But never wished to expose it,
Or dispose it on my own,
And waited for someone like you.
On consistent and sincere effort,
With all your heart you dig the pit,
Successfully and the fountain of my love,
Sprang out with full flow and
Wetted you as you have desired,
And I have long cherished.
I assure you that it will flow,
Continuously through out my life,
Only for you and no one else,
Will ever have a share in it,
As you dig it and it's your right.
Now you are frightened by the craziness, 
Of my love and  wish to stop it,
Or to divert the flow to her,
Who hit the surface first,
But never succeed to get to the water.
You must believe that,
It won't stop anywhere for a while,
And you will not be able to block,
The flow with your hands,
Rather it will filter through your fingers,
And wet your eyes on or against your will.
But you could have believed me,
Tell me of your convenience,
Its my flow I could have controlled,
As per your requirement and suitability.

THE BUTCHER

You bring me home after selecting among many,
Feed me soft green grass of sweet words,
Kissed me on my face each morning till night,
And again from night till dawn,
And said "I love you much""You live in my heart"
I got excited and overwhelmed by your love,
Impressed with your generosity and great heart,
Assured of being in safe hands and properly placed,
Dreamed and planned the pleasant future of the us two.
Suddenly one morning you came to me
Unexpectedly your voice  changed,
It was as if some one else, a stranger talking to me,
"It is impossible to love you and be loved by you,
For your love need more care and I can not afford."
You were no more a master and myself  a loving pet,
A butcher in you I saw as a helpless goat,
But a cultured one who prayed before her work,
"Oh God he is going to meet his fate,
Destined earlier by you and I am just carrying out your orders,
And going to free him from the miseries of this bad earth.
May his soul rest in peace and my sins, if any be pardoned."
Then strike on and on, over my throat till you behead me,
And you did not wish to hear my words,my cry for life,
Instead you went on saying "I am sorry","Please forgive me," 
"You know its my job", "God bless you",and I ,
Heard your in audible voice "I Love......" as the pain,
Dumbed me to silence and utter darkness scattered over my eyes.  

YOU KILLED HIM

You killed him mercilessly last night,
Cold bloodedly as he was not up to your expectations,
And was loving you beyond your imagination,
May be he was either not  matching your definition  of love,
Or not worthy your love, you great lady.
Then you came to his grave this morning,
Open it and sprinkle water of sweet words,
Such as "sorry", "please","pardon me", "my love" etc..
Over his face and wished him to get back to life,
Talk to you and be with you as he earlier was,
But crazy sweetheart dead man do not talk,
And he won't be able to smile again for you.
But you need not fear him at all ,
He has not complained to any one,
Before his departure from the earth,
Of his brutal killing by your mindless sword of words,
How could he do so,for he had loved you,
And willingly welcomed your weapon.
To pierce through his loving heart.