My honesty will pay.

Was I wrong anywhere?
Was I undisciplined any day?
Was I disrespectful towards you?
Was I expecting anything other than a divine friendship from you?
No, I never did so.
I respect you and your wishes,
I regard you as my ideal,
Wish your guidance and attention.

But you abruptly left,
Leaving me to ponder over the questions,
Leaving me to wonder over your departure.
You leave without living any answer.

Now will I be impatient or intolerant?
Will I be angry ?
If you think so,
Then you don't understand me.
No, after all you are my friend, inspiration,
I can't count you as an enemy.
I will be sad.
I will cry silently,
Pray humbly for you,
Your betterment and happiness.

My trust on you is unending,
My affection is flawless,
My intentions are pious,
I will wait for you until I have breath,
I hope you will be back one day abruptly,
As you departed.
I hope my honesty will pay.